for starters

ok, this is my first post.  thought I’d share 3 good things I experienced this past week while my husband was in Haiti.
1.  I got to play the piano uninterrupted for several hours (heaven).
2.  spent more time praying than I have in a long time.
3.  went to lunch and dinner with friends I needed to spend more time with.

there are more good things – like playing my stereo ear damaging loud while my kids were in school – but I don’t feel like sharing everything.

I hoped while my husband was experiencing difficult, life-changing situations in a 3rd world country my own life and heart would be refreshed and renewed.  I wanted my own spiritual “awakening” during this time.  did it happen?  some.  I don’t know.  what should it feel like, smell like, look like this “awakening”? hmmmm.
I still love God.
trust Him.
depend on Him.
beg of His help.
thank Him.
am confused by Him.
ask Him for forgiveness.
none of that has changed.  has something else moved in my mind or heart that I’m unaware of?  I hope.
c.hill